Tuesday, May 26, 2009

frames.


Living life frame by frame. 

To maximum exposure

I think there’s some sort of balance to be achieved between seeing the grandiose, overarching theme of what I deem to be my life’s purpose, and what happens in the short span of 24 hours. There’s got to be, because at this point, I haven’t achieved success in fully committing to one idea or the other.

I wake up, read something in the Bible that strikes me as ‘yes, this is my jam for the day’, and by the end of the day, the thought has managed to seep into my overall modus operandi for life. How does that happen? I thought tonight, do I waste days planning for the next?

I would love to wake up every single morning, and think, “Yes! I have one more day to love, and receive love!”

One more day to just be blown away by the earth, creation, air, breath, life.

One more day to connect with another human being.

One more day to breathe in air, mercy, and grace.

24 hours, captured in a frame. I would love to be fully known in one frame. To be fully understood of what I am made of.

planning and worrying, you can subside. 

being and doing, you can ensue.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

things that last.

This past weekend, my sister got married.

It was incredible, an affair that brought so many things full circle through God's faithfulness, grace and love.

One thing that I was starkly reminded of this weekend was the marvelousness and beauty of girlfriends. I got to stand by my sister on the day of her wedding, with 6 other women who have also walked with Megan and were willing to come from near and far to stand by her and affirm her commitment.

I see this vision of my dearest friends, the ones who journey together, as holding hands in front of a rolling sea.

our faces to the waves, hands clasped
 ready to take on the life that ebbs and flows.
feet planted firm.

There is something sacred about the link of a girlfriend. There are countless times that I have met the friends of my friends and given them hugs in lieu of handshakes because I know that if they are friends of my friends, they must be friends of mine. The link becomes a chain all too easily.

And it's beautiful. 





Friday, May 8, 2009

break the world indifferent.

"What shines forth and reveals God in your life is not your relative consistency to an idea of what a saint should be, but your genuine, living relationship with Jesus Christ, and your unrestrained devotion to Him, whether you are well or sick."
-O. Chambers

This is love to break the world indifferent.


Thursday, May 7, 2009

alive: to enjoy a morning out.


It was love at first sight. I’ve driven by Huckleberry many times before, but never thought I had the time to stop in, wherever I was headed to. I drove by again the other night, and decided I would take my friend, Natalie, out for a surprise breakfast date. (because let’s be honest, who doesn’t love breakfast, dates, or any combo of?)

You know a place is really good when you arrive 5 minutes before opening and there are other people waiting for the doors to open. You walk in and are greeted by an airy space that is equal parts modern, familiar and fresh.

It makes you want to take a deep breath.


Chalkboards line the tops of the walls, inviting your eyes to take in all that Huckleberry has to offer, things like home made english muffins, pan au chocolat with vahlrona chocolate, and Niman Ranch maple-bacon biscuits.

I had done my research before I went in, and had heard stories that were legend about their green eggs and ham (a house made english muffin, topped with a sunny side up egg, La Quercia proscuitto, and a mix of arugula, spinach, and a light pesto.)


The place doesn't need music, the food does the singing.

The only way this breakfast would have been better is if I didn't have to work after, if there was a weekend edition of the newspaper involved, and I had either my running clothes or a dress with pockets on.

bright yellow sweater.

free parking.

open doors.

breeze.

white peach tea, complete with orange tea pot.

fresh roses in painted clay vases.

delicious breakfast.

blessed conversation.

beautiful friendship.

 Maybe it wasn’t the food. Maybe it wasn’t the fact that this place was so overly darling that I couldn’t help but squeal with delight, but rather the fact that at 8:30 a.m. this morning, my soul was refreshed and revitalized.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

b & l loves: the politics of the plate.



I can't stop thinking about this article. 

I receive Gourmet Magazine every month. I'm not a skilled enough cook to make most of what is so beautifully laid out in the magazine, but I have a thing for food writers. I also have a thing for justice, so it works out great that the have a section called, "Politics of the Plate".

The article is called, The Price of Tomatoes. It speaks of a town in South Florida, less than an hour away from Naples, called Immokalee. Immokalee is home to one of the largest communities of farm workers who, together with a few other local communities supply and harvest as much as 90% of our country's domestic tomatoes from December to May. 

According to Gourmet, it's also ground zero for modern slavery. Modern slavery, "just outside of our country's 2nd wealthiest metropolitan area".

Latinos make up 70% of Immokalee's population, where the per capita income is a mere $8,500.00. Most of the pickers, undocumented and carless, have no choice but to live in dilapidated conditions. These guys work at a break neck pace for maybe $50.00 a day. But factor in weather, your own health, transportation, etc, and a lot can go wrong. Egregious rates for monthly rent and everyday tasks such as taking a shower ($5 for a cold hose) coupled with random, unstable, and often seeded through paychecks not only worsen debt, but essentially prevent the pickers from ever getting out of the cycle.

You must read the article. My words don't do it justice. 

Douglas Molloy, chief assistant U.S. attorney said, "It's not an assumption. It's a fact", when asked if it was reasonable to assume that an American who has eaten a fresh tomato from the grocery story during the winter has eaten fruit picked by the hand of a slave. 

The good thing about problems like this is there is a solution. 

The consumer can come alongside the slave.

According to the article, so far, the only chain that has signed on to the Coalition of Immokalee Workers Campaign for Fair Food is Whole Foods. This campaign means a commitment to not deal with growers who tolerate abuse, and agree to pay a price that supports a living wage. 

There's certain things I'm willing to pay the extra expense for. I don't claim to be a devout organic epicure, because I'm not. But I do know that I'm willing to think twice about where my food is coming from, if it is building up or tearing down. 

These days, it's all about the triple bottom dollar: the bottom line (a given), but also community and sustainability. All of a sudden, we find ourselves in a place where we need to start thinking about the way we consume things, and its affect on our world: the people and their environment. 

Besides, tomatoes can wait for the summer. Make mine heirloom, sprinkled with sea salt, and lightly drizzled with balsamic and olive oil.


Tuesday, April 28, 2009

this love is like a drop in the ocean.


I love it when you hear a song and there's a particular phrase you just can't shake. It's just that good. 

Bono, you're real good. 

Throughout a large portion of this year, the first year of adulthood (because when you're 21 it means nothing until you find yourself going through ValPaks looking for coupons on car washes, or making sure all the lights are actually turned off before you leave the house), I have found my heart repeating the sentence, "My God is mightier than circumstance." This love, his love, his love for me, is like a drop in the ocean, translating life and energy to places I couldn't have even fathomed.

My God is larger and mightier than circumstance.

So, I see myself as the drop. I bring all of what I think to be all of me. I have a border, a boundary, clearly defined space. My drop is today, April 28th, 23 years old. But when I fall into the unfathomable measures of God's ways and plans, I become surrounded by something outside of myself. Something bigger, and greater, and wider, and longer, and it's awesome.

What if we all were willing to be submersed in an ocean of God's plans and promises?

take this soul, and make it sing. 



Monday, April 27, 2009

enjoy.

In my second life, I would really love to bake things for a living. Maybe it will happen in my first life, but until then, I crave in moderation: all things baked goods.

On my way home from a fabulous weekend away, my boyfriend and I stopped by one of my favorite places, Los Olivos. I feel like all Anthropologie photo shoots of girls in pretty dresses were probably shot here. (If you’re a female reading this, you already know what Los Olivos looks like).

It’s wine country meets rolling hills with oak tree overpasses meets small town that has about as many tasting rooms as it does cars, and you get the drift. On one corner there’s the ten year old with a petition, trying to save his sheep, on another corner there’s Coquelicot, an incredible tasting room that boasts of a bocce ball court and really great sustainable wine. 

And on another corner (there’s a lot of corners) is the Saarloos & Sons Tasting “House, home to Enjoy Cupcakes.

I don’t think I’ll make my mark on baking society before the cupcake bubble bursts, but this one-display-case-bakery boasts of flavors like Chocolate Blackberry Syrah, Tart Ginger Lime Chardonnay, and Aloha Cheesecake (which, according to the website, is “Alan’s Favorite”).

The best thing about Enjoy Cupcakes beside the product is the vehicle in which the product travels in: a restored vintage “Shasta” trailer. As if I wasn’t already in love with this trailer, put some white twinkling lights and roll out the awning, and you could have a party in just about –no make that literally anywhere and it 
would be darling.
i would like you at my next party little trailer
Another great element to Enjoy (witty, I know) is that they are willing to incorporate just about any design element to custom create a cupcake – whether it be a flower, color, flavor, or drink.

Dear Enjoy Cupcakes,
I really like chocolate, peonies and summer berries. I’ll be by soon to pick up my cupcake.

Fondly,
Erin.